The Fall and Rise

"I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone
I recommend walking around naked in your living room
Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill)
It feels so good (swimming in your stomach)
Wait until the dust settles"

I think I relate to this song today more than any other day. Not because I feel lost or miserable but because I feel stronger. The fall was bad but the rise would be glorious. The fall will always be there, if its not there, you have nothing to rise from and be glad about, you have nothing to contemplate and learn from.

I fell in a dubious thing called "love" only to realize that it was indeed dubious. I have no one but me to blame for my lack of good decision making skills along with complete disregard to logic and rationality. The dust has begun to settle and I'm waiting for it to settle down on a sodden land so that when I come around, I come around clean.

"Time Waster"

I wish writing was my favorite activity......I've never been much of a writer...if you exclude the letter writing exercises in school...but I guess writing is the best thing you can do especially when you have loads of time in hand....I for one am the worst user of time...you can call me a "time waster"...I can perhaps write a book on "How to waste your time more efficiently".......wouldn't that be nice...Well...I am starting to like writing a little.....especially with my book writing plans.......who knows...it might just turn out to be a bestseller....At least I can hope it does... ;)

My Recommendations before all else..... :P

I'm the brand new nut case on blog spot...i have no clue how to get started...I was told that I can write whatever I like...so here I am...."crapifying" ...and there's lots more to come.... well I wish myself good luck in all my blogspot endeavors....and you too for intending to bear them....